I always live in fear: Taylor Swift

London: Taylor Swift says she is always worried about her future and fears that her life will take a turn for the worse. The 22-year-old was recently named favourite country singer at the People`s Choice Awards. "This is what I`ve wanted to do my whole life. It never freaks me out. Never. Ever. But you know what does freak me out? When is the other shoe going to drop? I am so happy right now. So I am always living in fear. This can`t be real, right? This can`t really be my life," femalefirst.co.uk quoted Swift as saying. IANS